Facing the facts of your mistakes, wrong do-ings, and even some lies is not just a tough thing to do but you have to gain the courage to admit to yourself that you have done wrong. No one else is at fault. No one else to blame. No fingers can be pointed.
The fact is, none of your mistakes will ever go away. You simply have to fix them. That much I've learned. That much I have swallowed and carried in my backpack through time. Time, that's another part of this process. Time is the only thing that will straighten out that jagged line. You have to take the first step and then it's all time, baby. Ugh, this blog is rough. This is not saying anything direct at all. I guess I still have a lot to learn and overcome. Man, this isn't easy.
I'm holding up my glass now. To the first steps, and continual steps after that. Cheers.